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Experiment #12 The Elevator Pitch

So I'm taking an elevator up to the top of a building All of a sudden someone calls for it halfway and it stops The doors open And who walks in?!? Stan Lee!!! Don't poop your pants, Adiel Do. Not. Poop. "Hello, True Believer", he says I poop a little. "Mr. Lee, I'm a huge fan and I happen to write a little as well" "Is that so?", he says unenthusiastically looking at his watch Crap, he's getting off in a few floors I don't have much time Time for an elevator pitch "So, it's called the Assassin and the Shadow. It takes place on U.S. soil, 20 years after an economic collapse. The country is overrun by gangs fighting over remaining resources. There's this Ninja Assassin and she's only 23 so she doesn't remember her name or her past. She's the deadliest most-feared silent killer, and she works alone killing all the gangs and taking the resources for her own. She accidentally saves this black shadow an

I think I know what to do

I have to prioritize And to think they want me to be General Manager Not gonna happen I'm gonna quit this management job I have to I'll do summer school I'll get a job as a bank teller when the fall comes That's a little more in line with my economics major anyway Less hours, sundays and holidays off No more 24 hour-a-day Motel 6 schedule I can do it I have a plan now A way out Light at the end of the tunnel

Nervous Breakdown Part 2

Still panicking Nothing is better yet Song in my head  Black Flag - Nervous Breakdown : I'm about to have a nervous breakdown My head really hurts If I don't find a way out of here I'm gonna go berserk 'Cause I'm crazy and I'm hurt Head on my shoulders It's going berserk I hear the same old talk, talk, talk The same old lines Don't do me that today Yeah if you know what's good for you You'll get out of my way 'Cause I'm crazy and I'm hurt Head on my shoulders Going berserk I won't apologize For acting outta line You see the way I am You leave any time you can cause I'm crazy and I'm hurt Head on my shoulders Going berserk Crazy! Crazy! Crazy! Crazy! I don't care what you fuckin' do I don't care what you fuckin' say I'm so sick of everything

Spring Break Nervous Breakdown

Spring break was alright Had lots of homework, so no break really 50hr a week management job 20 hour a week part time music teaching gig And then came my nervous breakdown Couldn't get out of bed for days Couldn't sleep Couldn't relax Constant panic attacks I don't know how much longer I can keep up with this 4 classes, 70 hour work weeks I can't take it anymore I'm losing it But I have to keep my 4.0 GPA I just have to Being 31 and going back to school with no regrets But it's definitely harder I don't know what else to do I guess I don't really have a choice