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Spring Break Nervous Breakdown

Spring break was alright
Had lots of homework, so no break really
50hr a week management job
20 hour a week part time music teaching gig
And then came my nervous breakdown
Couldn't get out of bed for days
Couldn't sleep
Couldn't relax
Constant panic attacks
I don't know how much longer I can keep up with this
4 classes, 70 hour work weeks
I can't take it anymore
I'm losing it
But I have to keep my 4.0 GPA
I just have to
Being 31 and going back to school with no regrets
But it's definitely harder
I don't know what else to do
I guess I don't really have a choice

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